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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Love, Sex & Betrayal

I'm not a whore. But I'm not a virgin, either.

The OpenMinded Love

Another blue moon ahead of you, people!
This time it's a rainbow band.
From OpenMind. Your first step to stop hatred, bigotry, prejudice, and discrimination.

For more info, click the rainbow band or go here >> OpenMind.

The Battle of the Sexes

PBBCE Update!
I didn't get the chance watch the episode, but what the heck?! I'm still having this update!

1. Rustom's Little Secret.

On the 25th day, Wednesday, March 01, 2006, Rustom Padilla a.k.a. 'Showbiz' Prodigal Son' admitted to his housemate/bestfriend, and my personal fave, Keanna Reeves a.k.a. 'Kilabot ng Senado' that he's gay.

"BECAUSE I AM GAY...!. Ang hirap, kasi hindi ako masamang tao...na malamang gay ako." Rustom said, tearfully.

"Lalo kitang nirespeto Rustom...sa harap ko...Sobrang bilib ako sa 'yo. Grabe ka..." Keanna whispered as she hugs a crying Rustom.

2. Kilabot ng Senado at Garden

While Rustom is pouring his heart out and tears and spilling all the beans and dark past to bestfriend Keanna, the Kilabot tells the now-breaking-down Prodigal Son, in the

middle of the heart-to-heart talk,

"Pwede ako umihi?"

Talk about ruinning a moment! Anyway, so there, she went and did the thing she needed to do ..on the bushes! Oh god..I could not believe her. But I still like her. Hence, her new alias. Of course, Big Bro warned her of her actions,

"Bawal bastusin ang kabahayan ko."

Ughh.. Big Bro is so corny.

The Great Betrayal

You got mail!

To My Beloved,
I forgive, oh I do. But I surely don't forget.
Love, Fuck You

To My Precious,
You can never get this tick off of you.
You just can't.
Love, Your Beloved

To Mrs. Huber,

I will keep my lawn looking nice, and I will make sure that my music isn't played to loud, and if I get some of your mail, heck, I'll run it right over. 'Cos that's what good neighbors do.
But from now on, when I run into you on the street, and I say 'Good morning, Mrs. Huber' or 'How are you, Mrs. Huber', just know, that inside, I am quietly but decidedly hating your guts.

Good evening, Mrs. Huber.

Love, Susan

Queerism: Literarereely Queer.

Hipon

adjective. Someone who has a great bod but has a not face. Like the shrimp (hipon), one only eats the body and throws the head away.

Here's a hipon.

Usher.

Currently feeling: Loved. Sexed. Betrayed.
Currently addicted to: Hole In The Head ~ Sugababes
Currently high to: Brokeback Mountain by Annie Proulx
Currently overdosed with: Ding Dong mixed nuts.
Currently craving for: The L Word 308.

My shit. | 22:34

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Wilson, my only friend.

I'm fucked. And without lube. ~ Brian Kinney

Incontinence

Thursday. Blah blah blah. Yada yada yada.
Synopsis: I'm knee-deep in shit.
Sequel coming soon to blogs near you!

Mood Swings

Friday. Oh, whatta friday. I've always loved and cherish my Fridays for it's the end of the week and, at the same time, start of the happy hour. This particular Friday was no different, it's way better, even! Friday ended my frustration and started a new one, Saturday. As much as my Friday sucked, I still love Fridays and Fridays will always be my favorite day. Did I just mention Friday 3 times in one sentece?

Hot Flashes

Saturday.
0000: gasul, bigas, asukal, katangahan.
0200: gasul[down], bigas, asukal, katangahan.
0300: gasul[down], bigas[down], asukal, katangahan.
0400: gasul[down], bigas[down], asukal[down], katangahan.
0700: Gox, katangahan.
0720: LRT, katangahan.
0730: MRT, katangahan.
0800: GMA-Kamuning, katangahan.
0830: PAI @ Parks & Wildlife, katangahan.
0831 - 1530: katangahan.
1630 onwards: on the brink of going insane.

Drying Up

Sunday.
I'm so watching my long-overdue TV series.

QAF Episode 305: Ethan, Justin's current bf, is offered a deal for his record, only, Ethan has to give up Justin; for being gay might ruin his career. At first, Ethan refused, but after having a quickie talk (no pun intended!) with Brian, he accepted the deal. And then, everything was a rollercoaster ride:

Justin: So, when you're saying that we'll be together no matter what, how exactly are we supposed to do that?
Ethan: We'll make it an adventure. Secret rendezvous. Torrid encounters..
Justin: No, I came out of the closet once, I'm not going back in.
Ethan: I'm not asking you to. All I'm saying is people don't need to know who we are; who, what we mean to each other, ..all that matters is we know.

Night Sweats

This only happens once in a blue moon, so, forgive me if I'm not very good at this..

As my good deed for this blue moon, I've put the white band which symbolizes the global fight to end poverty. I'm also using my prowess to make an advocacy poster campaigning the fight to end poverty for my project in Relsfor.

For more info, click the white band or go here >> MakePovertyHistory.org/

Queerism: Literarereely Queer.

Trisexual

A person or persons actively engaging in sexual intercourse with anyone or anything, be he, she, or it animate or inanimate.

"I'm a trisexual. I'll try anything once." ~ Samantha Jones

Currently feeling: Starving. I could eat a whole cow.
Currently addicted to: Follow You Home ~ Nickelback
Currently high to: oversleeping.
Currently overdosed with: something that causes brain damage.
Currently craving for: a whole cow.

My shit. | 15:32

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Argh.

What we are in bed is who we are in life.

Shit Happens

So, basically, this part is all about me bitching about today. First, I woke up super late, at around 2pm and my class starts at 2:30. So, I have to literally jump out of bed and took my shower. Usually, my bath is at least 20 minutes or so, this morning ..err.. afternoon, t'was only about 15 minutes because I can't afford to have another late mark on my record. Next class. We discussed about the Europe and the Philippines in the 19th century and how this country gets this fucked up. Next class. It was fun ..playing Tekken 5 with Lulu. Yeah, yeah, I skipped it. Last and least class. Uhm, did I mention one of my favorite hobbies is skipping classes?

Brokeback Mountain Fever

This music video breaks my heart all over again. Argh.

This vid is not advisable viewing for Brokeback Mountain haters, homophobes, for that matter. I don't wanna see comments about how sick I am for loving the film, because I'm not ..you are.

X3 Update!

New X3: The Last Stand posters!!!

Queerism: Literarereely Queer.

SASA

adjective. Acronym for straight-acting, straight-appearing.

Top 5 Sucker Things of the Day:

5. Jerwin. Go, Allen! ..erm whoever u are.
4. Woke up late.
3. Where the heck are you?
2. Failed to recite in JPRizal. Argh, turn off.
1. Me and Lulu. Suckers for Tekken! :))

Currently feeling: Starving for More.
Currently addicted to: Far Away ~ Nickelback.
Currently high to: Tekken 5.
Currently overdosed with: Revel bar.
Currently craving for: Naruto.

My shit. | 21:44

V for Milk

True love stories never have endings.

Milk, it is!

Milk. Yeah, milk. Milk: gift to my valentine. I know milk is best with cookies but chocolates, valentine prefers. Ain't that sweet?

Sour milk. That's what my midterm exam was like. I took it with courage, self confidence, my head up high, pens and notes ready. I also took it without any idea. You see, this is how I live my life; I live for adventure, I live for thrill. And now, I'm just saying these because I'm groggy and sleepy and partially out of my mind.

Gimme a few more minutes and I'm out.

Queerism: Literarereely Queer.

P.L.U.

People Like Us.

Currently feeling: On The Brink of Insanity.
Currently addicted to: Desperate Housewives.
Currently high to: Bananas.
Currently overdosed with: Yoga and Menopause.
Currently craving for: Sleep.

My shit. | 04:02

Monday, February 13, 2006

Hung Up

I'm still hung up over my Brokeback Mountain fever.

As Usual, Not As Usual

Today is just a day like any other day. Now what did I do in a day like any other day? Bitch about life. My classes sucked, especially Relsfor. Oh god, we, lemme rephrase that, they sang ancient songs, songs you'd only find six feet under. My beloved professor got his hair done and all perky with his equally ancient guitar. For a minute, I thought I entered the wrong room for it was like a wake, dead man singing, the only thing missing is the casket. Everyday, I experience different things, and today was no extraordinary day, I experienced hell. JPRizal was unusually boring today, no one can recite nothing [argh.]. Good thing, the only thing that keeps me going was there. Still in one piece, sporting The Rock's eyebrows, and being the anti-social that he is. Ugh, Curplan, Curplan, Curplan.. currently, I'm taking a break from my Curplan homework. I totally hate this subject as much as I love the professor. Oh, and yeah, I'm taking an exam tomorrow and I don't have any idea about it, as usual.

Not As Usual

Well, since nothing seems to be interesting in here, I found this thing while I was surfing and thought it'd be fun to do it. I am starting a new portion of my blog called "Queerism" where we shall get quite literary covering all sorts of queer phrases, sayings, quotes, and even made-up words! What constitutes as queer is open to interpretation. It can be funny, happy, intelligent, or plain weird! Take a pick! So, here it goes.

Queerism: Literarereely Queer.

email my brother
euphimism. To masturbate. From the US baseball player Carlos Zambrano, who was put on the Chicago Cubs injured list because of a wrist injury caused by spending four hours a day on the internet "emailing his brother".

Top 5 Sucker Things of the Day:

5. Didn't get my daily dose of egg whites.
4. Ate chicken, again, for the love of god.
3. Dead man singing.
2. Didn't get to donate blood with argh.
1. Went home early for homework and exam. Sucks!

Currently feeling: heavily drugged.
Currently addicted to: Walk Away ~ Kelly Clarkson
Currently high to: Desperate Housewives
Currently overdosed with: shitty work.
Currently craving for: yogurt.

My shit. | 21:36

Sunday, February 12, 2006

No More Beans..

My bags are pack for Brokeback Mountain.

"Once in a while? Every four fuckin' years?"

We've been waiting for Brokeback Mountain since forever. The first time we've been informed that the film will be screened here was like sometime November, that it's gonna be the closing film for Cinemanila. FYI, this was way before Hollywood's premiere night of the film. But then, it had to be cancelled for it was "tauted by critics and audiences alike as a strong contender at the Oscars". My world collapsed. Eew, barf. Anyhoo, what else can we do but wait in vain for another time. Then, UP Film Institute announced they'll be showing it, and without cuts. Hahaha. But unfortunately for us, history has repeated itself. I told Svet once, that if there's gonna be another showing sponsored by some-whatever and then had to cancel it, I'd feel nothing at all for I'm numb already. And then, voila! Cinemanila has announced once again that they'd be screening it, and this time, for real. I was excited as hell for one week. Haha.

"If you can't fix it, you gotta stand it."

So, Friday came, a.k.a. Brokeback Mountain premiere, you can't imagine how excited we all are, hell, we even dressed up for the occassion. If you've seen me, I'm like a cross between the 60's, 70's and 80's, if you didn't, your bad. Haha. Anyway, the plan was to leave around 6 to avoid the rush hour at LRT and MRT. But what actually happened was we left around 6:30 and then after seeing the hell at MRT, and got scared that there'd be a stampede, we decided to take a cab. We ran around Edsa-Taft like crazy. Luckily, we found a cab, thank god. The movie was scheduled for 7:30, and we got in the cab around 6:45, we had 45 minutes left and then, there's the damn traffic. Point short, we're in deep shit. While Svet was sound asleep in the cab, I'm like cursing and praying and hoping and all for the time to stop.

"There ain't never enough time, never enough..."

After running around Galleria to the cinemas, we arrived at around 7:45. The show was delayed! Mwahahaha! Thank god for the trailers, oh I never loved the trailer so much. So, everyone was present, we have seats, bought our popcorns and drinks, and we're all set.

"It could be like this, just like this, always."

Brokeback Mountain is fantabulous. The critics, Golden Globes and the Academy Awards agree with me.

It's a movie that's been prying out to be made. Brokeback Mountain is a fresh take on a great American love story. It's easily one of the most highly anticipated films of 2005.

Brokeback Mountain is based on a short story by, Pulitzer Prize Winner, Annie Proulx: A heartbreaking tale of impossible love. Aww.

Most of the scenes were wideshots catering Wyoming's to-die-for scenery. A soothing background goes with it and fits like a glove. Everything was perfect. And I haven't even started on Heath and Jake, yet. Hahaha.

Director Ang Lee has Heath Ledger and Jake Gyllenhaal going where a few Hollywood leading man have gone before.

Meet Ennis Del Mar

Heath is Ennis Del Mar. He's your typical American cowboy. Very manly, doesn't speak much. Ahh, my kind of guy.. He's the kind of guy that doesn't express much of his feelings, and so when he talks, it's almost like his words are punching themselves out of his mouth. Never expressing much love. Probably, because of how he was raised by his pop.

Meet Jack Twist

Jack Twist is played by Jake Gyllenhaal and is the knowingly romantic character, embracing love, and wants to make a change. He's the character that keeps saying "I wanna make this work, I wanna keep this going." Pretty much Ennis' opposite, though, also my kind of guy.. So, there's you're Yin and Yang.

Meet the Housewives

Played by Michelle Williams and Anne Hathaway are Alme Beers Del Mar and Laureen Newsome, respectively. I've watched Michelle for almost 6 years, and I must say, she's really grown in terms of her acting. I never loved her more. Anne really worked the accent; and the hair, girl, those are big hair.

"Jack, I swear.."

This film is really to-watch-out-for. It deserves the #1 spot in your movies-to-watch list. If you don't watch it, then you just missed history. It broke my heart so much, argh, sucks. Brokeback Mountain is one of my all-time favorite movies.

Ang Lee's finest masterpiece. Definitely career-defining performances.

It's a film that's been dubbed as the gay cowboy movie but it's definitely so much more.

Currently feeling: heart broken.
Currently addicted to: Cowboy loving.
Currently high to: Brokeback Mountain
Currently overdosed with: Wyoming.
Currently craving for: more cowboy loving.

My shit. | 02:54